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    Stachelschwein
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    ALL the urges

    Post by Stachelschwein on Fri May 03, 2013 7:20 pm

    So many urges. I've drawn on my arm the things I need want to do but it's not enough. I need the actual wounds. I have an exam this afternoon and I won't be able to concentrate until I do it.

    I don't want to throw away 9 months free, but ALL the freaking woe.

    I have no idea what I want from this thread. Hugs?


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    Re: ALL the urges

    Post by Rohinald on Fri May 03, 2013 8:57 pm

    Any ideas as to why you're urging so bad? Is it possibly because of the exam?

    Have you tried the usual holding an ice cube against your skin/elastic band?
    Hold onto those 9 months kiddo, you're doing fab x
    p.s. remember to wash off what you've written else they could accuse you of cheating. With self-harm related words. Awkward.
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    Re: ALL the urges

    Post by Stachelschwein on Tue May 07, 2013 8:46 am

    Thank you for your reply Chelsey <3

    It's definitely because of exams, although also a bit to do with the teaching I do, because I get really really cross with myself if I make a mistake or think I've come across badly to a new pupil. I legit just have a lot of feelings and don't know how to manage them.

    I find the ice thing and elastic band thing quite helpful, I might use them more often.

    And lol, I haven't written any words, so think I'm safe Razz

    In other news, I've now gone back into my super-tired mode, where I have insufficient energy for the high level anxiety and anger that tends to fuel my biggest urges, so in a sense this tiredness is helpful!


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    Re: ALL the urges

    Post by Pringles on Tue May 07, 2013 10:33 pm

    *apparates in*

    How did the exam go? Sorry things are so woeful at the moment but kudos for acknowledging the cause and rationalising it. Are you going to do anything to celebrate the exam being over and done with?
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    Re: ALL the urges

    Post by Stachelschwein on Fri May 10, 2013 11:24 am

    Thank you Pringles Smile

    The first three exams have been a mixed bag- the last one was not so good. I have three exams left, and then after that I have a little break but will need to prepare for moving house and my teacher training, which starts at the end of June. So not really too much time for celebration!

    Now that I've got a week or so without exams I'm feeling a little calmer and less urgey.


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    Re: ALL the urges

    Post by Pringles on Tue May 14, 2013 9:05 am

    I know it's coming up to your next exam. How are you doing? Talking about ALL the stuff
    May help more than you'd think :-)
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    Re: ALL the urges

    Post by Jack'sBrokenMind on Sat May 18, 2013 10:28 am

    How are you feeling now?
    Here if you wanna mull anything over or think up some new ideas to help you through.


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    Re: ALL the urges

    Post by Stachelschwein on Sun May 19, 2013 9:15 am

    I need to cut so much. It's the only way to make this interpolation work.
    *frowns*


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    Re: ALL the urges

    Post by Jack'sBrokenMind on Sun May 19, 2013 11:06 pm

    You know it won't actually make it work? I know it feels like it, and I wish I could make that go away for you.
    Any ideas on what you/we can do to help?


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    Re: ALL the urges

    Post by AsianPsychoCripple on Mon May 20, 2013 2:30 am

    How are you doing right now Jenna? Jodie speaks wise words. If you're still experiencing ALL the urges then maybe you could step away from the revision for a while and try Chelsey's distraction ideas. You could try baking, having a primal scream, doing something creative, cuddling the other half of Union J! Razz I'm so sorry you're going through this but you have gotten through times like this in the past and you can do so again because as Jodie says giving in to the urges won't help but taking a break and doing something nice for yourself will. <3

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